I have just realized that the people closest to you are the hardest to forgive not because their trespasses are any more significant or cruel. It's because, as those that you hold closest to your heart, these are the very people whose actions can hurt you the most.
i am doubting myself. actually, logically, i already know that i'm doing the wrong thing. but a sense of responsibility, a lack of confidence, and a fear of the unknown keeps me traveling down this mangled path, a path on which i know no happiness will be found.
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i don't think this is right for me. if this was what i really wanted, then i shouldn't be crying every night.
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