mood: slightly sad
so overall thanksgiving has been better than i had expected. i can't believe it's coming to an end already. i got to hang out w/ some really cool people who i haven't seen in a while, and of course there was good food to be had. i can't believe i'm saying this, but i actually missed home. who would have thought that i was the type? living with family is a real pain, but it's also a blessing -- a blessing that i had failed to appreciate before. i may have screwed myself over for next week by not even touching my school stuff, but it just doesn't seem to matter anymore.
on a totally different topic, the rockets' performance yesterday was so not up to par. i'm usually pretty neutral and forgiving when it comes to sports, but MAN. yao just seemed to have a really bad night. and tracy mcgrady ... *sigh* but a big thanks to
david ho for the awesome seats. it was definitely a better view than the one i had when i went with girl scouts years ago. we had been seated so far away that we couldn't even see the ball. -_- know what really gets to me though? i can't stand it when people leave before the end of the game. so what if your team is losing? if you were a real fan, you would have sat through it and given them your full support, wouldn't you?
it scares me when normally happy-go-lucky people get really quiet and antisocial. i know something's really wrong, but there's nothing i can do ... is there anything i can do?
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thanks for remembering guys^^ you never fail to make me feel special.
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your visit brought back old memories...
what was i thinking?
and what am i doing now?
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at age fifteen, i had never imagined that a glance three years into my future would make me ashamed.
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